que sera sera

As many of you know my moto for the last few weeks has been based off my favorite doris day song, "que sera sera." (sorry I can't figure out how to get the accent over the e) So as my days in the U.S. dwindle down to four I find my emotions are no longer as mixed as they once were. I attribute this to having already said goodbye to Bennett. As sad of a goodbye as it was, the fact that it is over now allows me no longer dwell on the event and truly realize that I am leaving for four months. I haven't started packing though, which I should probably get on, but i find the task daunting. I'm trying to see as many people as possible before I head out but at the same time telling myself four months isn't long at all and with skype it'll be almost like i never left... hopeful thinking? We shall see :)